I miss my DSLR and lenses. I had to sell them 4 years ago to help make things stretch when we first moved here. A week after selling it all I was hired by my current employer. Man, I was ambivalent for about a month after that. lol
Been there, a while back I lost my job and had to sell all my gear to get the bills paid until I found another one. It was a hard thing to do, those lenses were my babies
I tried to make a go of it professionally but there is such a glut of photographers in my area I couldn't really do it, now I just shoot for friends and the occasional wedding for friends of friends etc.