Good news on getting the medicaid card. I have a good friend who was finally able to get much needed medical care after getting hers. When you go walk'n around before your meeting please take it easy....walk that fine line between looking like you need the help and keeling over on their office floor. That would not be a good thing. I'll be thinking of you!! (I would attach an emoti here but mine are so pitiful next to yours so I'll pass this time)
thanks Roonies! walking is easier than or just as easy as breathing for me. it's easier than standing still, standing still is real hard for me, actually. as a kid, i used to just leave home, point north and walk. i'd just keep walking. as i got older, on snow days and weekends, i i'd visit friends that lived 7 or 8 miles away. when i worked back home, i'd walk 5 to 7 miles to work, standing in the kitchen for 9 or 10 hours, then walk back home. nowadays, even if my legs hurt so much i can barely stand, i can still walk. granted, the old ticker is getting a bit of a workout now, but i'm loving the walks. as soon as i can get my ssdi, i wanna move somewhere that the climate is nice enough that i can walk 2,3 or 4 times a day. the only thing is, it has to be flat. i can't do hills.
rather than seeing being sick as a bad thing, i look forward to being able to soak up some nature and enjoy myself for a while. i spent the last 8 years petrified that i wouldn't be able to work. now that it's here, i can stop worrying about it. i did my share and i always did over and above. i have plenty of study materials and plausibly a book or 2 to write. this just might be the coolest time of my life. if i don't do the walking, it might be the shortest. it seems like i was prepared for this since i was little. why look a gift horse in the mouth!
i hope your shoulder trauma recedes and it all works out much better than you are now anticipating!
