Too many pages to catch up on and I'm feeling very lost, so.....I like all the good stuff, congratulate the folks with mile markers, welcome back Ralphie, sorry about your wife Butch, glad your mom is hopefully getting better Sean, and anything else I missed. I usually read every missed post, no matter how long it takes, but just don't have it in me right now.
I hate my life right now. Slept 13 hrs. between last night and 8pm tonight, now up all night again....tired of it after over a year of crazy sleep/no sleep stuff. Want to meet and hold my new grandbaby but won't for some months, nor my grandson and other 2 granddaughters. I'm far away and alone for the most part....looking at 3rd surgery in 1 year mid Feb. (making a total of 5 surgeries in as many years) and not seeing the bright light at the end of the tunnel. Only thing keeping me hanging on are my grandkids and these two...my beautiful children...who aren't even children at all.....but my *kiddos* no matter what their ages. Sorry about the pity pot...don't even have an outlet for all of this that feels safe except for with virtual friends....on a virtual site in a virtual world....where I can vent and run away. Anyway, meet the 2 best creations of my entire life! And with that, I'm outta here for awhile. Too much on my plate and no time for this right now. I appreciate your many kindnesses over the last 9 months.
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Prayer sent your way. Stay strong.
