Thanks for the support and the kind notes. We're both staunch Christians (even though we acknowledge that smoking is a sin), so that has been very comforting for us. We both got E-cigs, and set goals, to cut our smoking in half. I made my goal, I'm at 10 real cigarettes a day, I shoot for at least an hour between cigarettes, and vape in-between. I vape the myBlu with tobacco Intense pods (3.6%). Petra is halfway there, down from 40 cigarettes a day to 30 a day. I now firmly believe that there's more than nicotine in cigarettes that keeps us hooked; the myBlu is less than 100% satisfying. But, I've taken to it quite well. Since I'm smoking fewer cigarettes, I've decided to switch to longer cigarettes, Virginia Slims 120's. Tomorrow when I buy my carton will be the first time ever I've bought a carton for myself that didn't say Marlboro on the side. But I won't be saying good-bye to my Marb reds 100's; that's what I'll be going back to when I fly to Germany in October. My husband is still planning to come with me for two weeks, but I'll be staying an extra month on top of the month I already planned to stay. And Petra insists she still wants her Newports when we come. So that's how goes it, taking it day by day.