hia all, im really glad i found this site. Just a little about me.. ive been a smoker close to 16 years and to say i enjoyed could be true.. i dont undestand how i manage to enjoy something i found to be so disgusting. Nothing really stopped me the smell, nicotine stains, my chest infections... the feeling of knowing you cant breathe and another trip to doctors for steroids and antibiotics. I think the fear of trying to fall asleep whilst wheezing so bad was my last straw...i have 3 kids to think about and im like this at 30... admitting ive done this to myself is the worst part. I am totally adicted to nicotine and there is no question my health has suffered. But i have been using a blue starter kit pen the last 3 days and so far havent had a ...... ive had sweats and shaking hands is that normal? i cant tell you how much i want to quit, but that fear of picking up baci or fags at shop..is constant... The normal me has a ... everytime i drop kids off, done washing up, after dinner, with my friend, ....finding it hard to forget that ive given up is that happined to you? any tips would be great? i look forward to any support..xx