I've been at this over a year. Starting with a Joy306, moving up to a Joy510, now up to a JoyeGo 900 with LR attys and some of the best juices made in the USA. I still can't stop the craving for smokes. No matter how much i vape, (which is a lot)...I'm still at a pack to 1.5 packs a day. what i've noticed, is that vaping makes me want to smoke "More" because I get the simulation of smoking, but without the actual smoke filling my lungs. So i end up smoking an analog after I vape!
Don't get me wrong. On airplanes, bus rides, and long movies the eCig has saved and changed life in terms of functionality and comfort..but I don't see this as a replacement.
I'm not saying with a fact that an eCig should be a smoking cessation device, or that vaping can and would replace smoking analogs for me, but I see a lot of users with banners displaying when their last "analog" was, and how much money they have saved. It bums me out to realize I am not on of those people. I guess you have to "want" to stop, "want" being the operative word, and I have to teach my mind to realize that i am getting the desired nicotine intake when vaping, but for some reason, my brain does not click like others do. Perhaps my brain needs to be addicted to something, while i've had my fair share of terrible years filled with darkness, I don't have a family history of addiction. But for 20 years, smoking has been the only thing i've done with consistency....perhaps my mind and body does not want to give it up ?
Anyway, i just felt like ranting. I guess I need to set a quit date, and just vape...and show and prove to my body that i will not have a nicotine withdrawal while vaping. It's not like quitting cold turkey if I will be vaping every 2-4 minutes in a 24 hour day
I do want to save the money, I do want to be healthy, but I just feel i'm not as strong willed as others. It's more than just the nicotine for me. It's the smell, the burning of paper, the warmth of the analog, the filling of the lungs, the dangling while on the computer...it's a lot of triggers and memories that are too hard to break for me at this time .
I can admit that I don't have the urge to smoke a cigarette, well I havent had the urge to smoke an analog in over 15 years, but i still do it whenever I get a chance. It's just in me, chemically, to always have a cigarette in hand when there is a chance.
I will have to learn, with the help of others that smoking can and will be stopped, and while vaping is not much better since it's still trading one method of intake for another, it's a lot healthier (as of now) than the analog cigarettes.
I'm really just talking to myself here, lol - it's a mix of convincing myself on this forum, while allowing others to read my internal thoughts.
I hope most of you have moved on from analogs, and I know some of you stayed back like me. willpower is all that is really needed here and of course, motivation...unfortunately, i lack both in this area .
Anyone have a problem while making the transition? or is anyone still in the same boat as me ?
Don't get me wrong. On airplanes, bus rides, and long movies the eCig has saved and changed life in terms of functionality and comfort..but I don't see this as a replacement.
I'm not saying with a fact that an eCig should be a smoking cessation device, or that vaping can and would replace smoking analogs for me, but I see a lot of users with banners displaying when their last "analog" was, and how much money they have saved. It bums me out to realize I am not on of those people. I guess you have to "want" to stop, "want" being the operative word, and I have to teach my mind to realize that i am getting the desired nicotine intake when vaping, but for some reason, my brain does not click like others do. Perhaps my brain needs to be addicted to something, while i've had my fair share of terrible years filled with darkness, I don't have a family history of addiction. But for 20 years, smoking has been the only thing i've done with consistency....perhaps my mind and body does not want to give it up ?
Anyway, i just felt like ranting. I guess I need to set a quit date, and just vape...and show and prove to my body that i will not have a nicotine withdrawal while vaping. It's not like quitting cold turkey if I will be vaping every 2-4 minutes in a 24 hour day
I do want to save the money, I do want to be healthy, but I just feel i'm not as strong willed as others. It's more than just the nicotine for me. It's the smell, the burning of paper, the warmth of the analog, the filling of the lungs, the dangling while on the computer...it's a lot of triggers and memories that are too hard to break for me at this time .
I can admit that I don't have the urge to smoke a cigarette, well I havent had the urge to smoke an analog in over 15 years, but i still do it whenever I get a chance. It's just in me, chemically, to always have a cigarette in hand when there is a chance.
I will have to learn, with the help of others that smoking can and will be stopped, and while vaping is not much better since it's still trading one method of intake for another, it's a lot healthier (as of now) than the analog cigarettes.
I'm really just talking to myself here, lol - it's a mix of convincing myself on this forum, while allowing others to read my internal thoughts.
I hope most of you have moved on from analogs, and I know some of you stayed back like me. willpower is all that is really needed here and of course, motivation...unfortunately, i lack both in this area .
Anyone have a problem while making the transition? or is anyone still in the same boat as me ?