Does anyone remember what good tobacco tasted like? Before all the BS they put in cigs now. I remember those days, I enjoyed the flavour, that's what got me addicted to smoking more than the nicotine.
OH BABY! YES! I'm smoking RYO (roll your own) and definitely know what you're talking about with the good old fashioned tobacco flavor. I think that's playing a part in my not being able to kick the analog habit.
I still have trouble with the morning analog, the after meals analogs, and the before bed analogs....
I know what you mean. I've been vaping for a bit over two weeks now, but I still smoke the analogs.
I'm considering this a process and not making a competition out of it. I vape most of the day at work because I don't like freezing outside. However, I found I missed the comraderie of talking with the smokers too much, so I would smoke one at breaks with them. Vaping doesn't seem to be as satisfying during those breaks.
But it's a personal process and I've successfully conviced myself to stop making it a contest. I look for my own successes and don't worry about what other people have done (like stop smoking the analogs on their first vape).
My blessings? I no longer worry about the boss catching me sneaking a cigarette between breaks (like he caught my buddies yesterday) and having to sit through the dreaded meetings about how we're lucky to even get breaks and how we shouldn't be abusing them. I no longer
need to smoke two cigarettes in my car on the way to work anymore because that's the last I'll get of them before 10:00. When I eat lunch at my desk, I no longer
need to hurry out at 12:50 to make sure I get that last cigarette in before 3:00.
My boss is famous for his 3-hour (plus) long meetings where he drones on and on and on. No one gets a break unless they have to run out to the bathroom really quick. I never knew when I'd get pulled into those meetings and how long it would last, watching the clock and thinking, "I need to smoke, this guy is driving me crazy, how long is he going to go on repeating the same thing over and over, when will this be over, I need to smoke".
I no longer fear those meetings. I can run to the bathroom, vape my brains out, and get back into the meeting room without smelling obviously of smoke.
So if you're still on the analogs, find a way to count your blessings. I thought I'd take up vaping instead of smoking and was looking forward to not having the wheezing, the coughing, the improved lung function, all the things that come from being a non-smoker. The result was that I set myself up for a horrible depression when I just couldn't make the change on that Friday night when I got my first Blucig.
I now consider vaping something I do during work hours and, occassionally, at home. I went from 2 packs a day to less than one pack. My RYO supplier hasn't seen me in a month. I make a carton of cigarettes every 2 weeks instead of every one week.
Find a way to count your blessings instead of trying to compete and feeling like a failure and you'll get there. When it's my time to give up the fags completely, I'll do it. I'm just doing it gently right now because that seems to be my nature.
Wow. Long post. Sorry 'bout that.
