I will miss you, really, really long thread! Bub bye!
OKay so with our own new world I don't know where to post this... so I will just put it here. LOL
Dr Appt was eventful, to say the least. Severe Kidney infection, which he found odd that I wasn't hurting. Dehydrated as well. I told him other than being thirsty and not being able to pee, I didn't hurt anywhere or feel bad. But he said it was just a matter of time and it would hit me suddenly. He gave me antibiotics, pain pills (just in case) and told me to drink lots of gatorade and water over the weekend. No caffeine or sodas. I don't drink coffee, but I do love some southern sweet ice tea.( They took blood and of course not fasting but said blood sugar was good. They are going to do a complete panel Monday morning after fasting. I still don't feel bad, but I am drinking my gatorade and it must be working...... not quite as thirsty. But I also haven't vaped since about noon. Gonna try to do as little as I can over the weekend. Funny how my goals for the weekend are vape a little and pee alot.
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Thanks everyone for your concern. It really does mean a lot.
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OKay so with our own new world I don't know where to post this... so I will just put it here. LOL
Dr Appt was eventful, to say the least. Severe Kidney infection, which he found odd that I wasn't hurting. Dehydrated as well. I told him other than being thirsty and not being able to pee, I didn't hurt anywhere or feel bad. But he said it was just a matter of time and it would hit me suddenly. He gave me antibiotics, pain pills (just in case) and told me to drink lots of gatorade and water over the weekend. No caffeine or sodas. I don't drink coffee, but I do love some southern sweet ice tea.( They took blood and of course not fasting but said blood sugar was good. They are going to do a complete panel Monday morning after fasting. I still don't feel bad, but I am drinking my gatorade and it must be working...... not quite as thirsty. But I also haven't vaped since about noon. Gonna try to do as little as I can over the weekend. Funny how my goals for the weekend are vape a little and pee alot.
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Thanks everyone for your concern. It really does mean a lot.
Thanks, Uncle! You're a trip!
Thankfully, I've been through this before. . . . Did we have some fights. He went back to smoking the second he could get away with it and still have his incisions heal.
I saw it coming this time, so I'll try very hard to keep my inner demon in check. He's doing something very hard and he's put up with my PMS for 28 years, so I'll give him this. LOL I will tell you, I've already had to super CHECK myself, to hold back from saying something approximating "JESUS, smoke a cigarette, already!" I really, really, really (did I say REALLY?) want him to quit, so I have GOT to keep myself civil, supportive and loving. Civil, supportive and loving. Civil, supportive and loving.... Give me strength.![]()
"Goodbye No ones friend"
Once where the light surrounded ones world, now is filling up with darkeness not leaving much behind. Once upon where one felt comfortable a means to do in bored spaces, is now succumbed to only darkness. Not feeling the the affects of ones actions, thy time has come, must serve myself now, must be strong and not deliver thy evil that has manifested itself in its throws. Now i am tired, tired with this strain of thought that has been consuming me. The little voice is becoming weeker, needing to eraser this little man, he cannot be given words no longer, he must not be given fuel to burn his thoughts within me. Must recognize to breathe life, I am not alone, i must battle this ever consuming fear that is attacking my ever waking moment. Waking moments, exercise candy for the mind, make of it what you will. I am no longer what i was. Goodbye no ones friend.