The last few days have been kinda hard, so I haven't been posting. I think I've told you guys/gals about my two older sisters. Deb has been in complete renal failure for awhile. Chemo and/or radiation for cancer killed her kidneys so she is on home dialysis for 11 hours a day - every day. My oldest sister Nancy (who is also blind) wanted to donate a kidney to her but couldn't because she smoked - and my sister that needed the kidney smoked as well. That made them both ineligible for transplant - both giving and receiving. Well - awhile back I introduced them to PV's. Although both had smoked for over forty years they both quit so that they could get this whole thing going. It made me feel so good that I had maybe contributed something to help them with the situation. Well, come to find out that Nancy can't donate a kidney anyhow because she has high blood pressure. I don't understand the medical reasons that this would make it so dangerous for her to donate a kidney, but apparently it would be life threatening to her. So - I'm just sad, and don't feel like talking much, but I'm still here. Be your wonderful goofy selves, and maybe I'll cheer up a bit.