OK so the starter kits are here and I'm in a panic about stopping the cig's. I have no idea where this fear is coming from. What if I can't do this? Failure is not something I handle well. My palms are sweaty, my mind is racing. I have smoked for 44 years and I know that stopping cigs is the very best thing I can do for myself and my family but now that I'm faced with it I'm starting to second guess myself. This is crazy! I'm filled with anxiety right now. Yes the juice has nicotine in it and yes I know that if I can just do it I'll probably be fine. Anyone else have this feeling before quitting cigs. I guess I just need to leap and hope for the best.
I felt the same fear and anxiety, at several points along the way. The first ejuice I got was 18mg, and it made me very sick; naturally that made me afraid I couldn't do it. So I got some 12mg, and that also made me very sick -- my fear went up several notches; I'd already invested $40 in the starter kit, and nearly as much on ejuice -- would I be able to do it? Then I got some 6mg, and it just happened to be a flavor that was really close to the taste of the cigarettes i smoked for 30+ yrs -- EUREKA! It didn't make me sick, and the taste was so similar that it was easy for me to start a "let's see if this works..." campaign -- and within a month, I had quit smoking.
Then, after I'd been smoke-free and vaping for over 3 months, I suffered some extreme health issues, and again I wondered, can I do this? I even went back to smoking, though I never did completely stop vaping -- and after a month of smoking, I was able to once again go smoke-free, with just vaping, and my health issues were resolved.
It's normal to feel fear and anxiety about the idea of losing such a familiar and often, well-beloved habit; if it wasn't so fear-inducing, probably a lot more people would be doing it! But once you actually give it a good try, you see that there's really nothing to fear; all you're losing is a habit that will kill you, along with a stink, a mess, a deep cough, breathlessness, and social pariah status -- you're gaining a whole new way to live, and for some of us, a whole new group of friends, and a fairly cool hobby too.
It's not necessary to be a drill sergeant to yourself about it; if you want to gradually decrease smoking while you gradually increase vaping, that's fine; it's how a lot of us do it -- some never even really intended to quit, but maybe just to try it out, cut down, etc -- and found that they had quit almost by accident -- merely by *forgetting* to smoke! For some the change is immediate; for others, it might take a while. It's really up to you, how fast you're able or willing to go. No one will bash you for taking your own time; we've all been there, but it's different for everyone.
Also, once you're gotten in your 5 initial posts in the New Members forum, there are a lot of forums and threads to check out, but if you're still smoking, you might want to check out the
Still Smoking thread -- all kinds of cool folks in there, some that have quit, some still trying, and support all around the whole gamut.
Welcome!

Andria