"Cynical clown" can be bargaining or denial as well. Depends on the makeup of the individual.
Sorry, I dont seem to come off as an ....
Ive read thru the OPs several posts and I truly feel sorry for his situation. But like others have posted its hard to define the cause of the illness. Did it cause it, add to it, we will never know.
But its human nature to try and make sense of things and find a "blame" but I understand the reason for it.
There are tons of people who enjoy peanuts. For years it was a main stay of peoples diets. Now decades later, there are so many people deathly allergic to peanuts. Now you are not allowed to send your kids to school with peanut butter sandwiches, or cookies or even a Reeses Peanut butter cup. Its also not allowed in many family restaurants.
I understand the safety issues and liability, but should
vaping be banned because 1 in a billion ( exaggeration) finds they have a terminal disease after they started
vaping?
We all have heard that we wont know the actual affects of
vaping and all the ingredients that are used in the various liquids available for years to come.
Who would have thought decades ago that cigarettes allegedly cause cancer ? And yet most of us were born in the 60's and 70's and since we were in grade school were told and shown the horrors of smoking on our lungs, yet we still took up smoking....