so yest i got a call around 1:30pm est and ended up taking my g-ma to the hospital (lots of scary details that i choose to skip because i dotn want to think about it again) and ended up finding out at about 5:30pm est that she has cepsis which is basically blood poisoning she got it from all the respritory infections she has been getting and she has been smoking since she was 13 shes 62 on this coming sep 21st so got the news from the doc that she has a 50/50 life or death chance no matter what they do they said somethign about too many varibles shes on a c-pap breathing tube machine right now and a wide band array of anti biotics when i found out though out of shock i was holding my phone and broke it in half to control myself and thats with the 10mg of hydrocodon and 1000mg apap in my system allready i freaking out of course had about 3 analogs untill i could calm myself down and watch her vitals and let the docs take a look at her charts now ive been going to the hospital with her for quite a few years now when things like this happens and for once i dont know what to hink so please to ALL of you who read this i dont even care what god you beilieve in just pray for carmen l mckinney mother grandmother daughter human you name it ................ :-(