Alright, so an update might be in place again:
I have tried a few more times to give up the snus. The longest I've lasted since my last post is about 4 days. I'm so tired of being a tobacco wh**e it's crazy. I want to be free of this demon. And I know for a fact that vaping is so much more mellow and kind. It doesn't give me nearly the same stressful effect or withdrawals as snus does; it's like I'm back to my old self when vaping (except for the withdrawals I've had going such a short time without snus).
I feel lost, I have a great new set up, tank and everything, and last week I threw out all snus I had and committed completely to vaping. Then my friends who snus set off my abstinence one night when they all pulled out their cans and took one. 4 days it lasted.
I am still determined to make this switch my goal. I love nicotine (in moderate amounts), and I think vaping is the way to go. I feel awesome for a few days when making the switch, but then for some reason I go crazy. Snus is almost a part of my identity, and after those days it's like I feel that part of me dying. I like it, but at the same time, I feel so lost.
Again, my goal is to lower my nicotine amounts. Doing that with snus does not work for me. Even if I were to do exclusively mini portions (with half the amount of tobacco and nicotine) I would end up double or triple barreling them to get the effect I'm used to.
Vaping does seem to work in that department, since I can only vape as much as I have time for (which is not that often, comparing nicotine levels from snus to vaping). I also have full control of the nicotine content.
I know vaping works for me, but I seem to get to a point after a few days where I'm like "...... it, I need my snus to feel normal", and fall in to the trap again.
Sorry for the ramble. I just want to be free of this demon. I now I would feel a million times better than I feel today if I successfully made the switch. Feeling jittery and brain foggy is something I do everyday because of snusing too much now, and I think at my young age, this is not the way to live life.
EDIT: It's pretty scary seeing I made this thread half a year ago, and that I'm still struggling and haven't made the switch. Jesus christ...
I have tried a few more times to give up the snus. The longest I've lasted since my last post is about 4 days. I'm so tired of being a tobacco wh**e it's crazy. I want to be free of this demon. And I know for a fact that vaping is so much more mellow and kind. It doesn't give me nearly the same stressful effect or withdrawals as snus does; it's like I'm back to my old self when vaping (except for the withdrawals I've had going such a short time without snus).
I feel lost, I have a great new set up, tank and everything, and last week I threw out all snus I had and committed completely to vaping. Then my friends who snus set off my abstinence one night when they all pulled out their cans and took one. 4 days it lasted.
I am still determined to make this switch my goal. I love nicotine (in moderate amounts), and I think vaping is the way to go. I feel awesome for a few days when making the switch, but then for some reason I go crazy. Snus is almost a part of my identity, and after those days it's like I feel that part of me dying. I like it, but at the same time, I feel so lost.
Again, my goal is to lower my nicotine amounts. Doing that with snus does not work for me. Even if I were to do exclusively mini portions (with half the amount of tobacco and nicotine) I would end up double or triple barreling them to get the effect I'm used to.
Vaping does seem to work in that department, since I can only vape as much as I have time for (which is not that often, comparing nicotine levels from snus to vaping). I also have full control of the nicotine content.
I know vaping works for me, but I seem to get to a point after a few days where I'm like "...... it, I need my snus to feel normal", and fall in to the trap again.
Sorry for the ramble. I just want to be free of this demon. I now I would feel a million times better than I feel today if I successfully made the switch. Feeling jittery and brain foggy is something I do everyday because of snusing too much now, and I think at my young age, this is not the way to live life.
EDIT: It's pretty scary seeing I made this thread half a year ago, and that I'm still struggling and haven't made the switch. Jesus christ...