I'd like to take a moment and thank everyone for the kind words here. I had a thought the other day about something that
@Spydro said, in that I think it is more of the mechanics than having an actual addiction at this point. I will say that lately it seems I am not grabbing one of my grands everytime I get up and leave the room and I don't need it in my hand whenever I'm doing something. There are times when it is just comforting to have one in my hand!!! I think its definitely mental at this point...