Hi all.
Been struggling in my vaping life. I had thought I was progressing. I had gone from an eGo with a ce4 with juice at 20 nic, all the way through the gamut to 18650 mechs with drippers and RTAs using 2 nic juice.
Then, it was unceremoniously pointed out to me that although my juice nic had gone down tenfold, my vapor production had gone UP tenfold. So, the drop in nic really meant nothing. I am probably ingesting as much nic through a dripper at 2 nic, as I was through a ce4 at 20 nic.
That really burst my bubble. But it makes mathematical sence. So, I actually went back to my old ce5 and started using up my old 20 nic juice. After it's all gone, I may just go back to smoking. I thought I'd gotten somewhere. All I did was change nic delivery. I never quit nuffin. I might as well have switched to Snus. I enjoyed vaping. Till everyone seemed to make it all about quitting smoking.
Now, I really don't know why I even bother. Am I the only one? Does anyone even care? Or am I just "that forum jerk" and if I die of smoking related blah, who really cares? There are certainly more important lives to save than mine. Have you ever felt this way? Like you are just a smoker who likes being a smoker, trying to find a socially acceptable replacement? All to forget why you cared about what society thinks to begin with? Just thoughts. Deal with them or don't.
Thanks, ECF dood.
Been struggling in my vaping life. I had thought I was progressing. I had gone from an eGo with a ce4 with juice at 20 nic, all the way through the gamut to 18650 mechs with drippers and RTAs using 2 nic juice.
Then, it was unceremoniously pointed out to me that although my juice nic had gone down tenfold, my vapor production had gone UP tenfold. So, the drop in nic really meant nothing. I am probably ingesting as much nic through a dripper at 2 nic, as I was through a ce4 at 20 nic.
That really burst my bubble. But it makes mathematical sence. So, I actually went back to my old ce5 and started using up my old 20 nic juice. After it's all gone, I may just go back to smoking. I thought I'd gotten somewhere. All I did was change nic delivery. I never quit nuffin. I might as well have switched to Snus. I enjoyed vaping. Till everyone seemed to make it all about quitting smoking.
Now, I really don't know why I even bother. Am I the only one? Does anyone even care? Or am I just "that forum jerk" and if I die of smoking related blah, who really cares? There are certainly more important lives to save than mine. Have you ever felt this way? Like you are just a smoker who likes being a smoker, trying to find a socially acceptable replacement? All to forget why you cared about what society thinks to begin with? Just thoughts. Deal with them or don't.
Thanks, ECF dood.