Dammit.... I didn't check the thread yesterday.
Andy... hang in there. I'd say that I know it's rough..... but ummmmm I actually had a divorce party and ran through Niagara Falls screaming "FREEDOM" at the top of my lungs, sooooo yeah. What I felt was extreme stupidity and kind of went through a mourning for the years of my life that I wasted on someone that clearly didn't give a damn about me if he could treat me the way that he did. That part sucked.... the blaming myself for it. It's one thing to clearly see that you played a part in it, and another to solely place the blame on yourself.