I have enough nicotine in the freezer for more than 20 years.
Look, it's none of my business, and I'm probably talking to myself tbh - at least the mindless addict part of me - but you don't have to surrender so wholly to...well, what? I'd say a nicotine addiction but then whenever it suits vapers they'll bang on about nicotine being no more addicitive than coffee so what is it exactly that has such a hold on you and thus your behaviour?
Again, probably talking to myself but you'd be better off spending that money and going to see a professional imo. At least that way you might get some behavioural improvements that you can carry into all aspects of your life and thus get genuine improvements you can better control rather than the fairly arbitrary results that occur just because your vaping addiction has less of a health impact than your cigarette addiction and is, currently, financially cheaper.
If you haven't smoked in 4 years, than that's proof you can conquer that addiction. If you can conquer that addiction surely you can conquer your vaping addiction? And stocking up on 20 years of nicotine is addicted behaviour, no doubt about it.
Again probably working all this out in my own head as, no offence, I'm sick of being so mindless about my addiction. People quit smoking, it can be done, I'd like to do it.
7 months vaping here and I'm sick and tired of it, feel like a bloody child most of the time now. Vape, vape, vape, but, buy, buy, denial, denial, denial. Methadone for smackheads, slippery slope.
You are probably talking to yourself. [Snip]
But to tell him he may need therapy, seems a bit off base to me.
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn! 20 years? And a tote full of carto's?
I have totes full of mags and years of ammo. Guess I have some vaping prepping to do to catch up...
I guess they could ban/regulate the living crap out of this too. I should buy bigger bottles of my juice I guess.
Yeah I am, apologies. Annoyed with myself lately as I thought I'd beat smoking but quickly found out I hadn't and need to man-up.. Nothing to do with NICNurse, I shouldn't have said anything. It's none of my business and whatever works for someone, great.
Genuinely didn't mean therapy just professional quitting services - Allen Carr, something like that. But again, just projecting my own rubbish.
I never said you weren't? And I'm genuinely confused as to what your sexuality has to do with anything. You seem to feel it's important to the topic, I don't know why.I read your reply before you edited it.......I respect your feelings and thoughts on the issue and it is your right to post those thoughts. But a few things about me that you may want to know....
First, I am a female.
Second, I am not only a nurse but also completing my psychiatric nurse practitioner Master's degree in 4 months. I definitely have life coaches and fellow therapists in my life that I could (and do) consult with about a wide variety of issues and situations in my life.
Third, as posted by someone else above, I have a large supply stock piled purely due to the possibility of FDA regulations. I figure buy cheap when I can, and if I decide to quit then hey, I am pretty sure I can sell it to someone else who needs it.
Fourth, I have no desire to quit vaping. I prefer to interpret my vaping choices as my personal right and decision, and I will quit if and when I decide to do so. That may be next month or it may be never. Who knows!Either way, it is my personal choice.
I used to be fairly active on the boards here. When I returned to grad school I did not have the time to post as regularly as I did in days past. But if I am being authentically honest, it is posts such as the one you edited that play a large role in why I choose to stay away more often than not.
What I put out there as a hopeful message of positivity and encouragement to all of you who have not vaped long was obviously irritating and offensive to acka.....and garnered me a vitriol filled response as to how I should live my life. The FDA is already trying to do that for me right now.....I don't think I need advice from a new vaper that has no clue who I am personally to tell me what or how I should do with my life. But I do respect the right that you have to throw out unsolicited advice; it is an open forum message board afterall. And it takes all kinds to make the world go round.
Good luck on the vaping adventure to all of you. I wish you all nothing but success......whether you keep vaping or quit or use Allen Carr or hypnotists or whatever your method, just stay off the cigarettes.![]()
Well, I suppose if you hated yourself for smoking, you would hate yourself for vaping, too.
Personally I sometimes feel like a minority on these forums because I always felt smoking was my choice. I enjoyed it enough that I kept doing it even though I knew it was terrible for me. I wanted to want to quit, but I didn't so I didn't. Vaping just lets me enjoy it without all the terrible health factors. I've never felt like a slave to nicotine who was being brutally mind raped to do something against my will. I felt like a human being making my choices and living, or not, with the consequences. Breaking the physical addiction to cigarettes was never a very big deal for me, making myself stop liking them was.