stressed and loathing in New Orleans.

[504_Brunhileld]

I don't even really like yoga, is only trying it as people have told me I need to do something for my stress. I think its a bit to new agey. But hey people are proven wrong every day, and just because I am skeptical doesn't mean I don't have an open mind, granted afterward I do feel minorly relaxed and this is also pre vaping days. I again remind myself to keep open mind, but i don't want to really. I tell myself if not now when, but again mind says I push to hard to make things happen instead of letting new things evolve. Guess I will have to decide, its just today things seem easier and easier for me to break the 29day streak,that I am honestly a mixed bag about due to emotions and such. Like I keep saying maybe I need to be seen vaping so I can get the stigma of feeling self conscious out of my head.