I think you may be going through a funk. I've gotten to the point where I prefer vaping to analogs. The taste, coughing and wheezing are enough to run me away. I'm not advocating restarting smoking but I think every once in a while, it's important to taste a few puffs only to remind ourselves we did the right thing by quitting. I did this in the beginning, just taking a puff off a friends cigg was enough to remind me. I was not one of those, wait till after breakfast smokers either. I would practically eat Marlboro reds all day long.