After weeks of vaping 30 mg, different flavors and loving it, the last week has been awful, in terms of progress. My analogs of choice are American Spirit Organic Lights and I had managed to cut down to 5 analogs a day, from 2 packs a day.
Cool, right? Well, for some reason the last week I have been buying a pack of analogs a day and going thru 3/4 of the pack, along with vaping.
I know we are all different when it comes to stopping analogs and strictly enjoying our beloved ecigs, but this is ridiculous!
Another member (whom I admire very much), stated that I may be addicted to the MAOI's, (not sure if that is the correct acronym).
I even tried running out of analogs and was fine until my morning cup of coffee at which time I turned into a complete frantic addict searching for an analog. It doesn't please me to say that I found a nasty .... and smoked that instead of vaping. Not my proudest moment.
I do know this is a journey and some take longer than others, but I am so disappointed in myself, which only makes me crave analogs more.
Jeez, I feel like I am on a couch in a therapist's office
Not looking for answers, just venting and whomever reads this, thanks.
Cool, right? Well, for some reason the last week I have been buying a pack of analogs a day and going thru 3/4 of the pack, along with vaping.
I know we are all different when it comes to stopping analogs and strictly enjoying our beloved ecigs, but this is ridiculous!
Another member (whom I admire very much), stated that I may be addicted to the MAOI's, (not sure if that is the correct acronym).
I even tried running out of analogs and was fine until my morning cup of coffee at which time I turned into a complete frantic addict searching for an analog. It doesn't please me to say that I found a nasty .... and smoked that instead of vaping. Not my proudest moment.
I do know this is a journey and some take longer than others, but I am so disappointed in myself, which only makes me crave analogs more.
Jeez, I feel like I am on a couch in a therapist's office
Not looking for answers, just venting and whomever reads this, thanks.