So I've been working with 100mg/ml nic. On one occasion, a drop blew off of the tip of my syringe right into my eye. It was a somewhat frightening experience with some unpleasant consequences. The other day, I caught a whiff of the stuff and had the same experience all over again. Needless to say I don't do anything without full gear now. Mask, gloves, pants, long sleeves, eye glasses. Still, I experience a small surge of what feels like a nicotine rush any time I work with it and sometimes even when I'm not. It always scares the .... out of me, as I always assume I'm in for another hour long ride. Could this be a psychosomatic association kind of thing after what happened? Does anyone else have these kinds of experiences? I read all of these posts from people who say they've spilled it on themselves or on a table and it wasn't too big of a deal when they cleaned up. One person even said they dripped it straight. How can this be? Am I weirdly over sensitive to nicotine? I all but chain smoked the dreaded reds for 10 years. Seems like if that were the case, I would have noticed a while ago. I'm now so paranoid that even though I've run out of vapeable juices, I'm afraid just to open the stuff to make more. Considering just abandoning the hobby and trying to quit nicotine altogether. ( I realize this is probably not common and am not suggesting DIY is inherently dangerous. Just expressing concern with my own experiences).