I love sitting at work, laying in bed, or surf the internet and vape away. My girlfriend loves it too! Definitely relaxing and soothing!
I think at this point it is working so well I'm worried I'll develop a tolerance and it won't work anymore over time. Like I mentioned right now I'm only doing 6mg. I don't want to have to move up over time. Do you think I should be able to stay where I'm at and still feel the same benefits? By benefits I mean the relaxation, energy, motivation, and positive outlook. I've also lost ten pounds but that's just an added bonus.and the watermelon flavor I got tastes delicious!
Hey there. I am sure a lot of you will frown on me for this but after a lot of research I decided to take up vaping low dose (6mg) nicotine after not ever been a smoker. Before you scold me listen to why.
For years I've struggled with major depression and anxiety. Tried various anti depressants and anti anxiety meds and nothing really helped. If they helped one they made the other worse. I even had really awful reactions to most. I learned through therapy to manage it but I always felt like there was a dark cloud over my head and I had to fight and struggle every day to just be happy. I felt dead inside. Tired emotionally and physically every single day. No motivation.
I started out with 0nic because it helped me remember to breathe deep and helped with my constant need to fiddle with my hands. I started really researching the nicotine in the ecigs and found it is different MUCH difference than cigarette smoke. Nicotine in itself has been proven in various studies to be no more addictive than a cup of coffee. And in the short time I've been vaping low nicotine I've found that to be true. I also found that nicotine in its pure form actually has some benefits to it, several actually. One of which is the ability to relax the body while making the mind more alert and focus. This was key for me. It quieted my anxiety and racing thoughts without leaving me drained. I wanted to do stuff. I wanted to get up off the couch and play with my daughter and clean out the litter box and just felt alive. It didn't take effort to be happy and smile.
I know not a whole lot of research has been done on ecigs but there has been some on pure nicotine (not NRT as from what I've read these still have some of the harmful stuff that's in cigarettes) and I've come to the conclusion that even if it comes out that it has some drawbacks I would rather spend 30 more years actually feeling alive than 40 miserable and in a mental prison. And for the record I am much more addicted to my morning coffee than I am my ecig.
Yeah, smokers generally find the level of smoking that feels right to them; they might smoke more in times of stress, but on the whole, it's usually a fairly consistent level per day, and vapers seem to do exactly the same thing -- everyone seems to have a very different tolerance to nicotine, but whatever level works for each person, they generally tend to stay at that level. to me this just means that once you find that level of nicotine that benefits you, why change it? It will most likely always work about the same at the same level, it's just individual tolerance that differs.
People talk about a nicotine "buzz" but what nicotine really does is just make you more of who you really are -- it organizes the brain chemicals very effectively, so there's no particular feeling, except NOT feeling so stressed and anxious. Feeling normal. In fact that used to be one of my phrases for going out for a smoke, I was going outside to get normal.
Andria
Maybe I started smoking because it helped but I couldn't see it...
Hey @Interknet, I think alot of people find relief accidentally, by 'self-medicating'. Alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, it's the way humans work "Hey that helped?! I'm doing more of that" There's actually a study that shows a high correlation of people with depression that smoke, kind of a reverse link that they think indicates nicotine was allowing people to self-medicate to some degree and get relief. In the end Stay calm and Vape on ;-)
The best medicine for anxiety/depression is excercise.
That may be true, but you'll play hell getting a clinically depressed person to do it. When my depression was at its worst, I had to get my husband's help just to take a shower! Just standing upright and doing something constructive was completely beyond my ability -- he put a bath chair in the shower for me, and stayed right there, reminding me of each part of me to attend to next. A person in that condition won't exercise, when it's a task of herculean dimensions just to get out of bed, or out of the chair, even to eat, or bathe, or dress, or anything normal. At that point, medication is usually required, just to be able to COMMUNICATE -- the brain has reached a point of almost-complete shutdown, attending to its autonomic functions only -- it's like being in a coma with your eyes open. Thankfully I'm no longer in that dire condition, because I DID get medication when I needed it, but it steams me past all bearing to hear all this "exercise is the best medicine" because people in that condition DON'T CARE IF THEY CONTINUE LIVING, they're not going to get up and exercise if they can't even manage to get up and get dressed. It's not "weakness," it's not "laziness," it's not "self-indulgence," it's MORTAL ILLNESS, because people can and do die from it -- by their own hand.
For anxiety, yes, exercise can help, but it's mighty hard to exercise when you're having a meltdown in the car from a panic attack. The people who can most benefit from exercise are those who are already taking medication, who are starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel -- NOT adding yet another drug, as the commercial advises -- that would be right up BP's alley, to get us on TWO psychoactive meds, but if one is experiencing some relief from medication, THEN it's the time for exercise. In fact I bellow that at the Abilify commercials, "go out and do some gardening, you'll feel better!"
Andria
This would be a debate for a different part of the internet and not here.
That's wonderful! Glad to hear!!!My wife suffered from anxiety for years. She stopped depending on Big Pharma, and vapes Cinnamon bun. Guess what ? No more anxiety !![]()
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Welcome..........and that's great that Vaping is working for you. I have had social anxiety my whole life (I'm 58) and smoking helped but since I started vaping my life is so much better.....less social issues by far, the tinkering with coils and DIY'ing my ejuice is a great stress relief totally.
Keep us posted on your success.