"For me vaping was never primarily about nicotine replacement. It's smoking replacement."
This very much resonates with me.
When I began vaping about 6 weeks ago (I'm not quite sure of the timeline) it was merely a means to avoid bothering my upstairs neighbour. I smoked on our patio in our condo complex. Each time I lit up I would worry the smoke was bothering her. Heck, I was the sort who would worry my cig smoke was bothering someone 2 blocks away if I was walking on the street.
One evening I was having a cig on the patio when suddenly an angry voice erupted from above (no, it wasn't God) - "___ing cigarettes!!", followed by a slamming sliding door. My neighbour was more than miffed.
That was it. I decided then and there I'd visit my local vape shop the next day. I purchased an eGo ONE with no plan but to vape it when my neighbour was home.
Quitting the cigs just kind of happened. At first I alternated between cigs and vaping. It was only when I was down to my last couple of cigs I decided to see if I could avoid buying another pack of smokes by just vaping. Almost 5 weeks later and I haven't smoked a cigarette.
I'm quite convinced the sole reason for this is due to vaping. Not just delivering nicotine into my system but the act of drawing, inhaling and seeing the clouds of vapor billowing from my lips. For me it mimics smoking; the hand-to-mouth action and the sensation in my throat.
I began with 18mg of nic and stepped down to 12mg a few wks ago. I plan to continue decreasing the nic....slowly. I may reach 0 nic at some point but I currently have no plan to do so. For me, a plan makes me feel anxious, hemmed in. So I'm going with the flow for now.
I discovered vaping as a reaction to my neighbour's irritation with my smoking. And I discovered I love it! Without the act of vaping I'm certain I'd still be dragging on a cig. Not only do I smell better, I'm spending far less.
I feel as though I'm having my cake and eating it too.
Thanks for your post, Steve. You helped me realize something I'd not thought of.
Cheers!