I've been in a four year smoking, four year off cycle since I was in college. I'm 42. This time I got re-hooked on nicotine when a co-worker's brother had to go to the ER for that smoking-related acronym where you are pretty much suffocating on your inability to breath. So he brought me his brother's cigs and offered them to me. "No, no. I quit smoking four years ago...Uh, leave me one pack." But, due to the high price of cigarettes, I've started using dip tobacco, which is disgusting. In fact, that's the way I quit smoking last time, dip then snus then nothing.
The mouth tobacco has not only the undesired effect of spitting, but also inability to regulate the nicotine very well. Sometimes I'll realize I've gotten too much nicotine and get the stuff out of my mouth, but it's too late and I'm dizzy and sweaty for 10 or so minutes.
I'm desperately waiting on my EGO-T clone. I suspect the box I saw on the front porch this morning was my fluid.
I'm not a smoker right now, but I am addicted to nicotine. Heck, I love smoking, but the world has turned against the smoker and besides I have too much to live for now.
I don't consider myself a non-smoker or ex-smoker, just that I don't smoke right now. I have no illusions about my future with nicotine. But there seems so much success here with the vaping that I think this might be really nice.