I vape to break the 15 year stranglehold of addiction that I unleashed on myself when I was 15. It started off as all fun and games. HAHA look I got some smokes or a can of chew and Id have one every once in awhile. Soon it turned into, ill just have one in the morning on the way to school and at lunch then maybe after school. By the time I was in college I was smoking a pack a day and chewing a can a day and I was fully under control of the great tobacco gods. I want to break the cycle of being dependent on substances to get through my day without losing my mind. I dont want to spend my time out enjoying my life thinking "man I need a fix, its time for a fix when can I get my fix". So I started off with 18mg about a year ago and all but stopped smoking. For the longest time id still go through a can of skoal a week but for the most part stayed away from sticks. Now after a little over a year ive stepped down to 3mg or 6 if I cant get three, havent had a solitary smoke in months, havent had even a lip of chew in 4 months and I can see myself breaking the cycle. The other day I went out for a saturday and left my vape at home. While I was out and about I didnt once have one of those "when am I going to get my fix moments". Eventually, my plan is to just vape when im at home and only take my stuff with me if im going to be gone for more than a day. My ultimate goal is to have my devices and tanks at home with just a sampling of 0 nic juice to use when I just want to mess around or want to have something yummy to taste. My goal is to turn vapeing into a non addicted occasional treat for recreation and not have it as just another crutch or dependency.