[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif] Please share your story as to why you started vaping. My account below may be a bit long-winded, but each of our stories will be somewhat different and unique.
I first smoked a cigarette at age 12 in 1973, when I delivered newspapers early every morning for the local daily paper. Over my teenage years, I generally smoked alone and generally "in the closet'" though my parents caught me a few times. As a practical matter, throughout my school years and even into college, I really wasn't a full time 7-day-a-week smoker, for me that actually did not occur until I reached age 29. Since then, I've had probably four dozen different episodes of quitting then relapsing.
Worth noting: As our body chemistry and compositions are all different, at the times when I actively smoked my per-day consumption was somewhat on the low side, averaging 10 cigarettes (half-pack) per day. But there's no beating around the bush - I avidly loved smoking including the intake of nicotine, as well as the motions of smoking and the enjoyment of being around other smokers who similarly thrived on this pastime/habit.
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Among the periods in which I had quit was a 3 year + stint, and other periods of "abstention" from several months to more than one year. Quitting created a number of "quality-of-life" and personal happiness problems for me,that were well outside of the typical nicotine addiction thing we allread about.[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Quitting smoking was indeed difficult, and upon each "success" it brought with it a certain level of accomplished pride. However, each "success" also failed to deliver any magical reward. I became an angry and resentful quitter, who had endured a huge emotional loss but never found my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I felt misled, misinformed, abused, and cheated - I had only lost something I really enjoyed, but got nothing forthe trade-off in return. Quitting left me with the same life difficulties that I started with, but it deprived me of my best coping mechanism.
[/FONT][FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Every since time that I would relapse back into smoking, it would be the case that 30 days before my relapse, I would have told you that I had my nicotine addiction totally and permanently beat and I would probably never smoke again.
In the context of my previous paragraph, though, life happens. At some point and usually after hours or even days of trying to hyper-analyze emyself through it - for me relapses did not occur on the "spur of the moment" but after a day or two of hyper-analyzing my "reasons" for smoknig - I would buy a pack, light up a cigarette, sparkup, and reclaim that special pleasure which I felt my life was missing. Up until my last relapse in December 2013, it was a given that whenever I would end up ready to relapse, I knew that nicotine gum and nicotine patches really would not quite do the job, and that smoking cigarettes was the way toactually get and enjoy that satisfaction.[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Fortunately, in December 2013, when I faced a personal crisis where I was going to relapse – whether anybody else liked it or not – I decided to try the e-cigarette alternative. I immediately found that vaping nicotine via e-cigarettes, although a somewhat different experience than smoking, satisfied all of my desire for nicotine intake and did not produce the nasty health side-effects of smoking.[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Since then, I have occasionally stopped vaping for periods of two, three or four days attime. The symptoms of not intaking nicotine were, in my ownexperience, less pronounced and less intensely painful than I had experienced previously when quitting tobacco cigarettes. This part is strictly my own experience, but when I would quit vaping, I experienced drowsiness and an increased appetite and craving forfattening snack foods but with few of of the other "withdrawal" side effects (i.e. severe head-pounding headaches).[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Atthis time, we don't have exhaustive research data from INDEPENDENT,UNBIASED sources as to what kinds of long-term health hazards andrisks may be associated with e-cigarette vaping and nicotine use frome-cigarettes. But we have vast amounts of information accepted as facts regarding the serious health risks of tobacco smoking and obesity.
What's your story as to why you started vaping?[/FONT][/FONT]
I first smoked a cigarette at age 12 in 1973, when I delivered newspapers early every morning for the local daily paper. Over my teenage years, I generally smoked alone and generally "in the closet'" though my parents caught me a few times. As a practical matter, throughout my school years and even into college, I really wasn't a full time 7-day-a-week smoker, for me that actually did not occur until I reached age 29. Since then, I've had probably four dozen different episodes of quitting then relapsing.
Worth noting: As our body chemistry and compositions are all different, at the times when I actively smoked my per-day consumption was somewhat on the low side, averaging 10 cigarettes (half-pack) per day. But there's no beating around the bush - I avidly loved smoking including the intake of nicotine, as well as the motions of smoking and the enjoyment of being around other smokers who similarly thrived on this pastime/habit.
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Among the periods in which I had quit was a 3 year + stint, and other periods of "abstention" from several months to more than one year. Quitting created a number of "quality-of-life" and personal happiness problems for me,that were well outside of the typical nicotine addiction thing we allread about.[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Quitting smoking was indeed difficult, and upon each "success" it brought with it a certain level of accomplished pride. However, each "success" also failed to deliver any magical reward. I became an angry and resentful quitter, who had endured a huge emotional loss but never found my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I felt misled, misinformed, abused, and cheated - I had only lost something I really enjoyed, but got nothing forthe trade-off in return. Quitting left me with the same life difficulties that I started with, but it deprived me of my best coping mechanism.
[/FONT][FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Every since time that I would relapse back into smoking, it would be the case that 30 days before my relapse, I would have told you that I had my nicotine addiction totally and permanently beat and I would probably never smoke again.
In the context of my previous paragraph, though, life happens. At some point and usually after hours or even days of trying to hyper-analyze emyself through it - for me relapses did not occur on the "spur of the moment" but after a day or two of hyper-analyzing my "reasons" for smoknig - I would buy a pack, light up a cigarette, sparkup, and reclaim that special pleasure which I felt my life was missing. Up until my last relapse in December 2013, it was a given that whenever I would end up ready to relapse, I knew that nicotine gum and nicotine patches really would not quite do the job, and that smoking cigarettes was the way toactually get and enjoy that satisfaction.[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Fortunately, in December 2013, when I faced a personal crisis where I was going to relapse – whether anybody else liked it or not – I decided to try the e-cigarette alternative. I immediately found that vaping nicotine via e-cigarettes, although a somewhat different experience than smoking, satisfied all of my desire for nicotine intake and did not produce the nasty health side-effects of smoking.[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Since then, I have occasionally stopped vaping for periods of two, three or four days attime. The symptoms of not intaking nicotine were, in my ownexperience, less pronounced and less intensely painful than I had experienced previously when quitting tobacco cigarettes. This part is strictly my own experience, but when I would quit vaping, I experienced drowsiness and an increased appetite and craving forfattening snack foods but with few of of the other "withdrawal" side effects (i.e. severe head-pounding headaches).[/FONT]
[FONT=Helvetica Neue, arial, sans-serif]Atthis time, we don't have exhaustive research data from INDEPENDENT,UNBIASED sources as to what kinds of long-term health hazards andrisks may be associated with e-cigarette vaping and nicotine use frome-cigarettes. But we have vast amounts of information accepted as facts regarding the serious health risks of tobacco smoking and obesity.
What's your story as to why you started vaping?[/FONT][/FONT]
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