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Visinedrops

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Hi, my name is Kevin, and I'm addicted to cigarettes.

I've read through a lot of different things on here, and have come to a descision on my preferred e-cig...an 808.

With that said, that was also almost 2 months ago. Since then I've tried using it, but failed...miserably. The standard uncomfortable feeling that I need an analog would smack me in the face, and I would give in to it.

I've been smoking, off and on, since I was in the 3rd grade. I used to walk home from elementary school smoking some remnant of an analog I found in an ashtray somewhere, so I have no real memory of being a non smoker. I've tried to quit with the usual suspects, gum, patch, cold turkey, and was almost successful until I encountered a hard time in my life, that not only put me into a depression, but also put the thought in my mind, "What difference does it make if I quit smoking?" So, I started back up again. :facepalm: That was about 2 years ago.

I finally, as of today about 10 minutes before I began writing this, threw away the dish I was using for my ashtray, and the four empty cigarette packs sitting on my desk in front of me. Almost in tears smelling the stench in my room, trying to air it out with a fan thinking, "I'm tired of this stupid smoking thing, and I want it to STOP!"

So, I'm going balls to the wall. I'm absolutely sick of analogs. The stench is getting to me, the coughing first thing in the morning, and the stigma of being labelled a "smoker". I have a lot of ongoing mental anguish because I smoke...and I want that to stop too...the only way to do it is not to smoke.

So...here it goes. All my chips are on the table...PV, you're my only friend.
 

WomanOfHeart

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We're all addicted in varying degrees, Visine. Otherwise we wouldn't be here struggling as we sometimes do. My question is which nicotine level have you been using in your juice?

You shouldn't feel alone. Lots of people here had and some still have, a hard time putting down the cigarettes! We're here to support each other and help each other get off the cigs and stay off them!
 

zoiDman

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You have to Man-Up and just not smoke a cigarette today. Don't worry about tomorrow or next week. The goal is to 24 hours without a smoke.

Not sure what mg your using but for me. 18mg and 24mg just didn't cut it. I got some 32mg and used it for the first 2 weeks. Helped alot.

It ain't going to be easy but you can make it if you really try.
 

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I feel ya. I really do.

Look at it this way: If you go into it with the mindset that you could fail, you have a good chance of doing exactly that.

However, if you use your obvious frustration as motivation for sticking with the PV over analogues, you have a much better chance of success.

It's mind over matter. (If you don't mind, it don't matter!) Yes, I know that doesn't really help.

This forum might help you get the most out of your 808.

You can do it.
 

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Hey Kevin,

Good luck to you, lets all hope you make it this time. Stick around this forum and you will get lots of love and support. I couldnt do it without these awesome people. I am vaping my 808 while typing this message, I have smoked for 20+ years a pack a day, i have tried other methods just to fail, with eCig, I am just amazed at how easy it is to switch over. You just need to find the right setup!!

If I can do it, so can you, and anybody else...
 

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What nicotine level are you using? Do you like the flavor you have? Are you only using cartomizers or have your tired refilling them with different kinds of e-juice?

I NEVER thought I could give up smoking...ever. 36mg 100%VG Tobacco flavor gave me what I needed to give 'em up. Five months ago my last half pack was on my patio and it's still there to remind me I'll never go back. There are days where I get the urge to smoke, sometimes several days in a row, but the urge does pass. The longer it goes the easier it gets

If you haven't tried the higher nic levels and want to give it a go before buying, drop me a PM with your address and I'll get a bottle out to you tomorrow. If it worked for me, it might work for you
 

mmoss2

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So...here it goes. All my chips are on the table...PV, you're my only friend.

Not anymore - you've just found about 50,000 new friends here on ECF and I hope I can be one of them. Smoking sucks. Quitting sucks. The PV makes is much easier for many people, but it is still hard as hell. If you are having a tough time or have questions, the people here will be here for you. I'm glad you started today.
 

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I'm sorry to hear of all your struggles! As a 30 year heavily addicted smoker I can understand your feelings as i'm sure many others here can also!!
Sounds like you are ready to commit your self to doing it and that's fantastic! The PV is a great tool to help but only if the person is actually ready as it sounds like you are! Please ask questions here as many Veterans patrol this section and are always more than happy to help! They can give alot of advice to help your transition!
I smoked 30 years and did it! My wife smoked 30 years and did it!My mom smoked 50 years and did it! It can be done and you can do it!
Good Luck in Your Journey!
 

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hey man if you need a little help or anything like that i cant be far from ya, im a wenatcheeite too, i started to DIY not to long ago but i do have menthol cystals and whatnot so i could hook you up with some juice, do you have a spare bat because if not ill get one to you, i have a 901 and the bats are interchangable, and they definatly dont last long enough. you can PM me if you need anything, I hope the best for you and hit me up if you need anything!-)
 

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I've got V4L's spearmint in 24, and a v2 peppermint in 18. I'm going to order some smilin' menthol from V4L (in 18) because I enjoy the minty-ness (is that a word?). Anyway, I have decided I'd rather only use cartomizers because they're simpler, and right now, I'm looking at being as simple as possible.

You might think about getting some higher juice / cartomizers to get you over the hump. The first 7 days for me were hard. I don't think it could have made it with 24mg.

You can make it. But you have to tough. Just concentrate on getting thru today.
 

webbcm127

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Just a quick question...what's the best way to remove tobacco smoke smell from...everything in a room?

clorox cleaning wipes for hard surfaces, lots of febreeze for furniture, and the carpet powder stuff for carpets and pinesol type stuff for hard floors(or a bleach/water solution)...it worked for me
 
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