Hi, my name is Kevin, and I'm addicted to cigarettes.
I've read through a lot of different things on here, and have come to a descision on my preferred e-cig...an 808.
With that said, that was also almost 2 months ago. Since then I've tried using it, but failed...miserably. The standard uncomfortable feeling that I need an analog would smack me in the face, and I would give in to it.
I've been smoking, off and on, since I was in the 3rd grade. I used to walk home from elementary school smoking some remnant of an analog I found in an ashtray somewhere, so I have no real memory of being a non smoker. I've tried to quit with the usual suspects, gum, patch, cold turkey, and was almost successful until I encountered a hard time in my life, that not only put me into a depression, but also put the thought in my mind, "What difference does it make if I quit smoking?" So, I started back up again.
That was about 2 years ago.
I finally, as of today about 10 minutes before I began writing this, threw away the dish I was using for my ashtray, and the four empty cigarette packs sitting on my desk in front of me. Almost in tears smelling the stench in my room, trying to air it out with a fan thinking, "I'm tired of this stupid smoking thing, and I want it to STOP!"
So, I'm going balls to the wall. I'm absolutely sick of analogs. The stench is getting to me, the coughing first thing in the morning, and the stigma of being labelled a "smoker". I have a lot of ongoing mental anguish because I smoke...and I want that to stop too...the only way to do it is not to smoke.
So...here it goes. All my chips are on the table...PV, you're my only friend.
I've read through a lot of different things on here, and have come to a descision on my preferred e-cig...an 808.
With that said, that was also almost 2 months ago. Since then I've tried using it, but failed...miserably. The standard uncomfortable feeling that I need an analog would smack me in the face, and I would give in to it.
I've been smoking, off and on, since I was in the 3rd grade. I used to walk home from elementary school smoking some remnant of an analog I found in an ashtray somewhere, so I have no real memory of being a non smoker. I've tried to quit with the usual suspects, gum, patch, cold turkey, and was almost successful until I encountered a hard time in my life, that not only put me into a depression, but also put the thought in my mind, "What difference does it make if I quit smoking?" So, I started back up again.
That was about 2 years ago.I finally, as of today about 10 minutes before I began writing this, threw away the dish I was using for my ashtray, and the four empty cigarette packs sitting on my desk in front of me. Almost in tears smelling the stench in my room, trying to air it out with a fan thinking, "I'm tired of this stupid smoking thing, and I want it to STOP!"
So, I'm going balls to the wall. I'm absolutely sick of analogs. The stench is getting to me, the coughing first thing in the morning, and the stigma of being labelled a "smoker". I have a lot of ongoing mental anguish because I smoke...and I want that to stop too...the only way to do it is not to smoke.
So...here it goes. All my chips are on the table...PV, you're my only friend.