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What they said. But if you do try meds you also have to be patient for awhile, since it sometimes takes a couple of trials to figure out what works best for you. I've been clinically depressed all of my life, and I thought I was doing well on sertraline. Then we added wellbutrin for one of my many attempts to quit smoking . didn't work for the smoking, but for the depression - wow. I think that I may feel like "normal" people do.
And it didn't take anything away, just added. It's kind of like going from black and white to full color,
I'd completely given up on quitting. But when my hands got so bad that I was dropping lit cigarettes on me and around the house I figured I had to do something. And was lucky enough that while I was researching these strange electronic things I saw that half the links were to ECF, So I stopped by, asked some questions and got recommendations before I bought anything. And here I am, two years later.
(So glad I only posted this once. We've been having power blips all day. I do have a nice UPS, but unfortunately the broadcast from the top of the water tower doesn't)
-- It's good to hear you are still alive though --- I was just sort of worried about you is all.
