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Atchafalaya

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I dunno I am fighting with my self because I want to scream and fight and carry on. But I can't I have to be civil and I know I still care so it is harsh. You feel me? I care about her more than I care for my self.

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I should have stopped by here yesterday. I went to the grocery store to buy milk and walked past apples and had the WORST craving for apple crisp. . . So, of course my trip for milk actually ended with all of the stuff for home made apple crisp. noms.

Few things in the world beat hot apple crisp fresh from the oven with french vanilla ice cream and caramel sauce. :D
Yeesh that sounds soooooo freakin good.
 
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I dunno I am fighting with my self because I want to scream and fight and carry on. But I can't I have to be civil and I know I still care so it is harsh. You feel me? I care about her more than I care for my self.

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Sometimes when we are young (I know you are sick of hearing this--but it's true) it's difficult to get our emotions "intact". But you just keep working on it and you'll do fine. From what I've seen, you are a very nice person and intelligent too! So, with that said, just take whatever steps you need to become the person you want to be. Even if those steps, are baby steps. You have trouble forgiving yourself. Remember, everyone makes mistakes. Everyone. You have to let those go or they will eat at you and keep you from becoming the person YOU want to be. If you allow that little guilt to grow and continue to pester you, it gets in the way of what greatness you were meant to be.
Ok, Mother Atchafalaya has spoken enough. :) Hang in there kid!
 

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I got one of my orders from FastT... today so I was able to green up my green Cool Fire IV. :D

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Sometimes when we are young (I know you are sick of hearing this--but it's true) it's difficult to get our emotions "intact". But you just keep working on it and you'll do fine. From what I've seen, you are a very nice person and intelligent too! So, with that said, just take whatever steps you need to become the person you want to be. Even if those steps, are baby steps. You have trouble forgiving yourself. Remember, everyone makes mistakes. Everyone. You have to let those go or they will eat at you and keep you from becoming the person YOU want to be. If you allow that little guilt to grow and continue to pester you, it gets in the way of what greatness you were meant to be.
Ok, Mother Atchafalaya has spoken enough. :) Hang in there kid!
So my issue with that is I don't make mistakes at work often. I am good professional and able to make feminine perfume products like no other (made on 100 ton presses) but in my personal life I have never had to deal with positive emotions and me being in the wrong I am so used to being on the moral high ground that being on the low ground makes me feel aweful and like ya know exposed and guilty. I hold my self to a high standard and expect the same from friends and gfs so when I failed my own standards it is hard.

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So my issue with that is I don't make mistakes at work often. I am good professional and able to make feminine perfume products like no other (made on 100 ton presses) but in my personal life I have never had to deal with positive emotions and me being in the wrong I am so used to being on the moral high ground that being on the low ground makes me feel aweful and like ya know exposed and guilty. I hold my self to a high standard and expect the same from friends and gfs so when I failed my own standards it is hard.

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It's good you hold yourself to a high standard Luke, but everyone makes mistakes. And practice some forgiveness. First, with yourself, because to be able to forgive others, you have to look into your own heart and forgive. Does that make sense?
 

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We all fail Luke. It's human. If we were perfect we would be Jesus. But, we are not.
So, GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK DUDE! :) You're good. You just need to realize that.
Forgiving my self is hard forgiving Marisa is easy as pie. She is human she makes mistakes. Forgiving me is hard because I am the one that did it and I was in control of my emotions and actions but some how I've lost it.

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Forgiving my self is hard forgiving Marisa is easy as pie. She is human she makes mistakes. Forgiving me is hard because I am the one that did it and I was in control of my emotions and actions but some how I've lost it.

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Everyone "loses it" at one time or another. I dropped the F-bomb on my insurance carrier the other day. Not once, but...many times.
In order to go on and be the person you "want" to be, you need to forgive yourself. There's no other way. Or the negative things in your head just keep going on. LET IT GO! You are fine! Cheer up!!!:thumb:
 
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