Ahhh, thank you all for your input. I'm still reading through it all but someone asked why I started vaping if I was never a smoker. It's okay, I get that question a lot. I started after a particularly stressful time in my life, with one awful thing happening after another. I've been running on burnout for a few months now. I wanted a cigarette so bad one evening, but growing up with chain smoking in the house parents, I didn't REALLY want to start smoking, as a single MOM of three little ones there's no way I was going to do that... My other idea was wanting a drink, but again, my parents were alcoholics and drinking has never been appealing to me... I remembered seeing a couple co-workers vape, and decided I'd pick up one of those cheap cartridge ecigs at the local dari-mart. It was nice, very soothing after a bichin day. Then a few days later I bought my first starter vape pen set with the eliquids and all
Honestly I look forward to my breaks at work, and actually take advantage of my breaks instead of skipping them and being a workoholic... and coming home to vape, oh that's the best!
I used to exercise an hour a day after work as a stress relief but I dunno, this year has just been awful on me. My depression is in full swing and I've been checking in monthly with my psychiatrist but nothing seems to be helping, yet... I'm hanging in there.
The bronchitis was just a cherry on the sundae in comparison to the rest of this year. I'm so thrilled the year is almost over. Hope this wasn't too Debbie downer.
I'm taking a break from vaping until it gets better, but I don't think I'm ready to give it up. It's one of those coping mechanisms that seems to keep my head above water, so to speak. If that makes sense?
Sounds like you definitely chose the lesser of all evils for stress relief! I hope you feel better soon
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