I understand, believe me! About 20 years ago now I broke my foot in 4 places, the worst being the 3rd toe bone in the arch of the foot. They had to cat scan my right foot to figure out how to put my left foot back together, lol it looked like the letter C when I broke it. Even going through labor to have my kids wasn't as painful as that broken foot! I pretty much sat on the back porch and chain smoked in the hopes of ignoring the pain because the pain killers just weren't cutting it.