Yeah, I am being very careful. Luckily I'd have to make a lot of effort to use at the moment, so that's keeping me going. Avoiding thinking it through because at the moment it is leading to rationalisation to use rather than the other way round. In my experience using wasn't worse or better than the years of sobriety before or the sobriety since, it was just different. Kinda drifted into stopping and decided to stick with it because it is generally accepted that addiction is unhealthy and that the pursuit of unhealthy things reduces the chance of achieving desirable outcomes in life.
Which puts me in a rather dangerous spot.
Glad to report the euphoric recall has abated for the past few days though, as have some other alarming self-destructive urges, so thank you both for the support.
How are you both doing today?
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Which puts me in a rather dangerous spot.
Glad to report the euphoric recall has abated for the past few days though, as have some other alarming self-destructive urges, so thank you both for the support.
How are you both doing today?
Xx
Xxx
