I've been one of the folks who has been happily quit and hasn't looked back. I too had been smoking since I was 15, but I was only at it for 8 years. I quit Nov. 1st and haven't looked back.
Unfortunately, events in my personal life have started to push me over an emotional edge that just makes me crave a real cigarette. In fact, an entire pack of them.
You are not alone. The only thing keeping me from buying and smoking them is the reason I quit -- a person that I care deeply for, despite the chaos and madness that has come between us.
I know this is probably not any comfort at all, and for that I apologize. But I am facing a point now that I want to throw away the progress I've made. I don't see it as progress, either. Not at the moment. Sometimes things get so bleak, all the good kind of fades away into the background, leaving you wondering why.
Hold on tight, and don't give up. And pray that I too can practice what I preach. You will be in my prayers.
Unfortunately, events in my personal life have started to push me over an emotional edge that just makes me crave a real cigarette. In fact, an entire pack of them.
You are not alone. The only thing keeping me from buying and smoking them is the reason I quit -- a person that I care deeply for, despite the chaos and madness that has come between us.
I know this is probably not any comfort at all, and for that I apologize. But I am facing a point now that I want to throw away the progress I've made. I don't see it as progress, either. Not at the moment. Sometimes things get so bleak, all the good kind of fades away into the background, leaving you wondering why.
Hold on tight, and don't give up. And pray that I too can practice what I preach. You will be in my prayers.