Confused....I can relate! I quit smoking for 6 months, no more physical craving, no more nicotine craving, nothing! By the words of Allan Carr and many other ex smokers, I should be happy and confused as to why I even smoked in the first place. This was not the case! After half a year without a smoke, I still adored the actual act of smoking, the time to myself, the ritual, the smoke coming out of my mouth....etc. etc. After discovering E Cigs my life was again complete. I was able to partake in a ritual thousands of years old and not feel socially, morally or ethically guilty and I could "smoke" again without feeling like a let down to my family. I loved to smoke as well....and now I can continue to do so.