I literally cannot have cigarettes in the house otherwise 100% I will smoke them. The thought will just niggle at me until I cave in, which wouldn't take long, probably less than 30 seconds.
I so want to give up smoking this time. When I've given up before, it's been because we were trying for a baby or because I was pregnant (being pregnant and smoking to me is a no go so giving up then wasn't a choice, it was something I had to do). But smoking is making me feel really rubbish now. I feel wheezy, I don't particularly enjoy the cigarettes I do smoke - not even the first one in the morning which used to be my favourite. I think I've just smoked too much recently and my body has had enough (I was smoking about 15-18 cigarettes a day, sometimes less). Obviously it's an addiction but I think the main problem for me is the habit. Plus I often smoke to stop myself snacking on junk!
I'm currently using this
Diamond Mist Double E-Cigarette Kit: Amazon.co.uk: Health & Personal Care I am still clueless to this whole vaping thing. What difference can a different e-cig make? Like the one I have seems fine but then I haven't really tried anything else apart from a few puffs on the VIP one. The juices I have are the one that I got originally which is Virginia Mist (18mg) - I think and the ones I ordered that came today are:
Pina Colada (18mg)
RY4 (24mg) - think this may be way too strong for me, the Virginia Mist is a bit strong
Menthol (12mg)
British Tobacco (12mg)
Very Berry (12mg)
Strawberry Milk (12mg)
Looking forward to giving them a go but I'm also wondering if I need to think about getting myself a new e-cig - a better one like some of the recommendations on here?
I'm now 7 hours smoke free and so far, so good. Not been craving, just been stuffing my face with crisps all afternoon! I can work on that once the cravings die down! And when I was walking home from the station this evening, I was vaping while the girl in front of me was smoking a real cigarette and the smell didn't do anything for me. I'm not convincing myself that this is going to be easy but I'm quite proud of how this afternoon has gone.