I've been reading this, and wanting to quote from every post. Yes, yes, and yes. Obsessed with smoking, to the point that I've mapped out every airport, every hotel, every shopping venue to see how easy it is to escape. Walked out frequently during nice dinners with nonsmoking friends, even though I knew it was rude. Yes, yes, yes.
I can certainly relate!! I have been smoking for 45 years. It has varied from 1 to 3 PAD.
I actually heard about e-cigs a couple years ago, and discovered this forum at that time. (Hence, my "join date" makes me look like a veteran! Ha!! Not so.) I started with an njoy NPro, discovered this forum, then jumped to a VaporKing -- when V4L didn't even have a website yet. So, being a gadget-holic, as well, I have a number of those old kits, and a bunch of old ejuice, too.
None of it worked for me at that time, though. I was working then and would have 10 minute breaks periodically. I didn't have time to do the primer-puffs, suck like a fish-face, fool around with the battery or cart/carto trying to line-up air-holes, etc., all for an occasional decent hit. I needed fast and sure nicotine delivery that analogs pretty much guaranteed. So, my e-cigs were banished to the top shelf in the closet. (Note: This is not to knock any of those earlier vendors, because everything seemed new, and everyone was in continuous modification flux.) All of this...until this past weekend, when I revisited this forum.
OMG, things have CHANGED!! I got my new eGo from Cignot on Wednesday night, and have had only 5 analogs since then!! Lemme tell ya...what a difference a MANUAL, FAT battery makes!!! (All of my former ecigs were automatics.) It is so much closer to the analog "experience" now as opposed to then. Now I really feel like this might work, and I may eventually be successful in quitting analogs altogether. Still have to find a suitable nic level and an e-juice that I like, but that will happen in time.
I, too, hope this helps someone. If you're on the fence, get off, get yourself a manual 510 or eGo, and forget about what you might look like with a fat bat. Wear PURPLE!! You deserve it!!
P.S. Enjoyed your video, MistressNomad. Good at any age.
So, that's my story, in a nutshell. (And for the poster who talked about the guy on oxygen...my sister is an oxygen company rep, so I was set for that.)