I started a mediation proceding this week and blew my 3.5 month totally smokefree all to hell in the blink of an eye (I'm a slow transition from the start back in 2008), but I'll get back on track soon enough.
I just attempt staying positive by reminding myself I'm not in the same boat I was back then (3 ppd) and still way under my last attempt amount of 1 ppd, but I certainly am not going to beat myself up over it...... my body, lungs, and general stink is doing that enough for me as it is, lol.
Best wishes & kudo's go out to all, both those who have succeeded from the get go as well as those struggling through lingering pangs and relapses. ** If it was EASY...... everybody would do it !
VapeOn,
Greg