I'm struggling at 48mg trying to get back on track following a major falling of the wagon failure 2 weeks ago after FINALLY reaching ZERO cigarettes since Jan 19th this year (I'm so mad at myself !!).
No excuse, but I started a legal mediation prep at that time, and the mediation itself threw "me" right back into tobacco when vaping just wasn't doing a damn thing for me at that time with all the anxiety of my case. I intentionally do NOT buy cigarettes and vape away (unsatisfied), but can't seem to push myself to stick with it and beat the cravings, so I end up driving to the store (miles away) and cave.... again..... and again.
Honestly, I seriously just need this 4+ yr lawsuit to end, get on with my life, and to concentrate on ME once I have the funds to pull out of the huge debt this has put me into.
I'll get there again..... but damn.... didn't think I'd fall so hard !!