Well, this is just terrible.
I've had a love/hate relationship with analogs for fifty years now. I've tried to quit and succeeded and then failed, and used bupropion and patches and warm turkey and cold turkey, and so on, endlessly. But I secretly never really, really wanted to quit. Quitting felt like drudgery. I always told myself that, if I could just get to where I smoked about five analogs a day, I'd be okay. No more coughing and spewing and bad smell and feeling like crap throughout the day.
I started vaping around Thanksgiving this year. Bought some V4L and Good Prophets stuff. Immediately bonded with GP's Virginia juice.
Found myself down around five analogs a day after a week or so. vaping was okay and enjoyable.
Then I got a Go-Go from DiscountVapers. This took it to a whole new level -- no worrying about running out of electrons during the day or during the evening chain-vaping. Several juices bloomed and came alive with the 4.2V that the Go-Go pushes when it comes off the charger. Bought a bunch of other tobacco-flavored juices, and liked many of them, quite a bit.
I realized last night that I'd forgotten to smoke any analogs for a week. Just pure forgot; no effort or thought on my part about quitting totally.
I had a box of Camel Regulars in the house. Tried one last night. Yuck. Stubbed it out after smoking a quarter of it.
Bought some fresh Camel Lights an hour ago, which is what I smoked before vaping. Tried one. Stubbed it out after about five hits. Nasty, nasty tasting stuff. Felt sick and a little dizzy and my chest hurt from the smoke.
This is horrifying, on an existential level. It's kinda like that awful, abusive marriage that you get stuck in, that's killing your body and spirit. But you're bonded for life, so you just keep on, doing the best you can to maintain and survive.
Fifty years of effort, down the drain now.
So, so sorry, tobacco baby. I didn't mean to leave you. It's over now. Don't be sad -- you'll find somebody new.
Time for me to Ramble On.
Ramble On - Led Zeppelin - YouTube
Keep on Vapin'!
GreyLion
I've had a love/hate relationship with analogs for fifty years now. I've tried to quit and succeeded and then failed, and used bupropion and patches and warm turkey and cold turkey, and so on, endlessly. But I secretly never really, really wanted to quit. Quitting felt like drudgery. I always told myself that, if I could just get to where I smoked about five analogs a day, I'd be okay. No more coughing and spewing and bad smell and feeling like crap throughout the day.
I started vaping around Thanksgiving this year. Bought some V4L and Good Prophets stuff. Immediately bonded with GP's Virginia juice.
Found myself down around five analogs a day after a week or so. vaping was okay and enjoyable.
Then I got a Go-Go from DiscountVapers. This took it to a whole new level -- no worrying about running out of electrons during the day or during the evening chain-vaping. Several juices bloomed and came alive with the 4.2V that the Go-Go pushes when it comes off the charger. Bought a bunch of other tobacco-flavored juices, and liked many of them, quite a bit.
I realized last night that I'd forgotten to smoke any analogs for a week. Just pure forgot; no effort or thought on my part about quitting totally.
I had a box of Camel Regulars in the house. Tried one last night. Yuck. Stubbed it out after smoking a quarter of it.
Bought some fresh Camel Lights an hour ago, which is what I smoked before vaping. Tried one. Stubbed it out after about five hits. Nasty, nasty tasting stuff. Felt sick and a little dizzy and my chest hurt from the smoke.
This is horrifying, on an existential level. It's kinda like that awful, abusive marriage that you get stuck in, that's killing your body and spirit. But you're bonded for life, so you just keep on, doing the best you can to maintain and survive.
Fifty years of effort, down the drain now.
So, so sorry, tobacco baby. I didn't mean to leave you. It's over now. Don't be sad -- you'll find somebody new.
Time for me to Ramble On.
Ramble On - Led Zeppelin - YouTube
Keep on Vapin'!
GreyLion