I have been trying like crazy to get my mother to totally quit smoking. I keep everything cleaned and filled for her and the only thing she has to do is keep her battery charged. She just won't quit smoking. True I think that she is not smoking near as much (which is a good thing)
I was lucky when I started vaping I had no intention of quitting smoking. Was going to smoke at work but vape in my car and house. But after a couple of weeks I found myself vaping at work also because it jsut tasted better! I finally just quit buying cigarettes and haven't had one in almost 3 years.
See, I started vaping with full intentions of quitting smoking, after years of wanting to (for good) and many failed mini-attempts using mainstream NRT, plus a full quit which lasted 10 months. I occasionally think 'oh maybe' and once got up to vape outside. that's as close as it gets though. To me, I have all I needed in cigarettes in my e-cig, plus I can smoke indoors and chain vape for the various fixes.
I had an opened pack sitting next to my front door for over a year after I stopped smoking... afraid to throw them out. Don't beat yourself up, you're doing fine
I also quit a thing with a supply to hand, it's the free will aspect with me. I'm choosing not to use as opposed to being told I can't. My uncle had a pack of tobacco in his wardrobe for 3 years after he quit. He used to go and laugh at it now and and again and occasionally kick it around the room. I still have tobacco in the house.
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