Greetings to all!
I am sitting outside at midnight,during a heatwave, with the laptop so I can smoke.. dealing with sweating, freaking moths and all sorts of bugs flying to the monitor's light.. and wonder .... Why do I do this when so many have obviously been able to do otherwise.. quite wisely! I am a 30 year smoker... always wanted to quit.. tried Chantax, thought I was going to go insane but I didn't want to smoke. HMMM.. thought better of it and bought another pack of smokes. That was 4 years ago and have hated going back ever since, but the thoughts that Chantax had running through my mind were unnerving to say the least. So now I am here.. puffing what I hope to be one the last of the stinkies..... here goes. I will venture to a shop tomorrow (just learned of it today, I live with about 50 miles of elbow room) and see what can get accomplished. Here is to a new life.. I KNOW I need it as do my little girls!!! Anyway.. hello to all of you!
I am sitting outside at midnight,during a heatwave, with the laptop so I can smoke.. dealing with sweating, freaking moths and all sorts of bugs flying to the monitor's light.. and wonder .... Why do I do this when so many have obviously been able to do otherwise.. quite wisely! I am a 30 year smoker... always wanted to quit.. tried Chantax, thought I was going to go insane but I didn't want to smoke. HMMM.. thought better of it and bought another pack of smokes. That was 4 years ago and have hated going back ever since, but the thoughts that Chantax had running through my mind were unnerving to say the least. So now I am here.. puffing what I hope to be one the last of the stinkies..... here goes. I will venture to a shop tomorrow (just learned of it today, I live with about 50 miles of elbow room) and see what can get accomplished. Here is to a new life.. I KNOW I need it as do my little girls!!! Anyway.. hello to all of you!
We all were once! 
