Well,
Life stinks right now. I have been employeed since I have been 16; oh about 30 years or so. Well, I have been unemployed for 10+ months now. I do not qualify for unemployment or any other type of benefits. Some programs we looked into we didn't qualify because we have a beat up old RV I got when my dad died 18 months ago. It is horrible out there. The short of it all I am feeling pretty worthless and self worth is darn near zero.
In my depression I went back to an old habit - cigs. They provided just a few minutes of peace, I guess for the lack of a better word. I first smoked when I was 16, back then a 2 pack a day marlboro gold smoker. Past 20 years smoking would come and go. Left it last time but in the early 2000's. But now it was back and I was not happy. I hate the ashtray stench and taste.
Stumbled upon e-cigs by a complete chance. I liked it so explored. I found ECF. The newbie thread helped me progress a little. I don't even remember how I ended up PIF but thankfully I did.
I hit a few walls in e-cig life and would have quit the whole thing if it wasn't for this group. The generosity in advice is amazing. Any question asked is answered - it has helped me not get as frustrated. And the generosity in juice staggers me. PIFing is great but many of you, you know who you are, have sent me flavors to try. It is amazing and touching.
The PIF group is a nice oasis in a rough patch in my life.
D
Life stinks right now. I have been employeed since I have been 16; oh about 30 years or so. Well, I have been unemployed for 10+ months now. I do not qualify for unemployment or any other type of benefits. Some programs we looked into we didn't qualify because we have a beat up old RV I got when my dad died 18 months ago. It is horrible out there. The short of it all I am feeling pretty worthless and self worth is darn near zero.
In my depression I went back to an old habit - cigs. They provided just a few minutes of peace, I guess for the lack of a better word. I first smoked when I was 16, back then a 2 pack a day marlboro gold smoker. Past 20 years smoking would come and go. Left it last time but in the early 2000's. But now it was back and I was not happy. I hate the ashtray stench and taste.
Stumbled upon e-cigs by a complete chance. I liked it so explored. I found ECF. The newbie thread helped me progress a little. I don't even remember how I ended up PIF but thankfully I did.
I hit a few walls in e-cig life and would have quit the whole thing if it wasn't for this group. The generosity in advice is amazing. Any question asked is answered - it has helped me not get as frustrated. And the generosity in juice staggers me. PIFing is great but many of you, you know who you are, have sent me flavors to try. It is amazing and touching.
The PIF group is a nice oasis in a rough patch in my life.
D