Happy Back to the Future day!!
Isaac my mom was the exact opposite. I wouldn't call it shy as much as it was a social phobia...strangers really just scared her half to death. It's probably the reason I wasn't very shy, because I always had to speak for her. Most people have no idea that I have Panic Disorder, but it's pretty well controlled with my meds. I have break
thru panic attacks from time to time, but I can usually up my med dose until those come under control.
We all have our own demons in our heads. Living with them is sometimes as simple as becoming friends with them rather than enemies
HIya Miss D!
Oh wow, I never would have guessed it. I still get panic attacks every now and then out of the blue. I always try to refer to the breathing relaxation. Remember the one from Amazon? I just take slow deep breaths and imagine it them in unison with the waves of an ocean. I was on Lorazapam? for attacks, but my anxiety revolves around death, so when it drops my heart rate, I am fully aware of it and it just makes things unbelievably worse! This one time, I was going into one and took onw of those and sat on the couch. Next thing I know I feel twitches then my right arm just went numb with pins and needles. I thought to stay calm and then the left arm started feeling like it! I broke out into a non moving jog to get my heart rate back up and of course there was a wide audience but when you feel like your life is on the line, who cares! right?
Good morning all. You're going to love this.
So I had this doc for around 30 yrs. But thanks to Obamacare my doc retired. Said they couldn't afford to stay in business. So I find this clinic in a hurry and the one doc orders a sleep study. So I go in today and after sitting there 4 hrs. this little japanese guy comes in. I tell him about the sleep study and that I have ar
thritis in my hip so bad I have trouble walking. He asks the nurse and she say's ya they ordered one. Then he starts listening to my heart and lungs and I'm thinking what about what I come in here for.
He leans up against the counter and says as we get older our bones get softer. Then he asks my age and after I tell him he says I don't think we can do anything for you. What. I said what you're telling me is I need to see a real dr. As I left I looked over at all the nurses and said don't you have a dr. that works here. They point to him and say he's a dr. I said he isn't a doctor, a veterinarian maybe but he isn't a doc.
I have another nurse I'm seeing thursday and she's going to help me find a doc. I called about 50 of them but they aren't accepting any new patients. Thank You Mr. dumbama.
Oh and if I come up missing it will be because I wrote Obama a letter telling him of this and what a POS president he is.
Oh jesus christ J5 that is a MESS. I thought your story going to go right my friend. NOrmally Asia doctors will first assess the situation by inquiring with your diet etc. "Getting old, deal with it" Is NOT a proper diagnosis! Good for you for not accepting it and going through the proper channels for justice.
Val got stuck in a similar situation with being forced to go to a "special" doc for wisdom teeth removal. It has been a week to the day and she can still barely talk. She is extremely swollen and barely able to eat Anything short of just swallowing things whole. Her follow up is today and I plan to bring to hell along with her.
You're Sleeping! WOOO HOOOO!!!! That is the greatest news yet J5!Aspartme is a hell of a thing. My mom is on the stuff by Equal sugar. I'm going to relay the news to her tonight, because she doesn't sleep until the sun comes up for a while now. We just associated it with stress. Good for you for catching it man! Now you get to join the dream world. Best part of sleeping!
I think every medical facility should be required to take every insurance. There is no reason for our health care to be so messed up except pure greed.
AMEN!
A quick hello, to my IKV friends, as I continue swatting flies this week.
J5, love the avi! And thanks for your ever-so-kind words (and you too, KD).
((((ISAAC!!!)))))
Wish me luck, all. This is the annual week, at my job, that SOMEBODY either walks out or gets fired.
Funnest week of the year.
Have a GREAT day, all!
DP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Buddy! Did I ever get thank you for the liquid man?!?! You are a total lifesaver man!!!!
PSH that place can't AFFORD to fire you man. NO way, no how! If they even considered it, then you know, that it is certainly going down.
Oh, and hidee ho isaac!I saw I missed you a ways back. I hope whatever your working on comes to fruition. But as always you take care of your peeps first. We love you too buddy!
Hey buddy!! Ugh I planned on being here every day with you guys. I can't believe how much time has passed. Mrs Val got stuck up with the oral surgeon and has been out while I run the homestead. Hard work!

Jacob is now in boyscounts and LAra is in Art club and choir so life has been too busy for anything.
Today our previous merchant account holder will be sending us our final repayment of 1500 that was being held. I have an overdue mortgage that we're going into our 3rd month with this week and there is a full batch of RY4 waiting to be dispatched. Ugh decisions and gambling
We had our Community Yard Sale Day today.
I had my 2 giant bird cages all cleaned up and out there.
But sigh...they didn't sell...dang, really needed them to
Hiya Classie!
Try looking up your local yard sale club on Facebook. I have been using it these passed (the past?) 2 weeks
and have been unloading allot! There's 3 of them here so I'm sure there should be a ton in your area.
This isn't where I parked my car.
Just popping in to say hi 'n bye. I'll be disabling my account once my items in the classies are all sold. Next month makes 2 years smoke free & as of last week, 3 months vape free. It feels GREAT! Good luck to you all, it was a pleasure to get to know yous... well, maybe except for DP, but that's another story... and a big thank you to Isaac for all the crap he sold me.
Bo, look me up when you get settled into your yurt. Make sure it's close enough that you can hitch a ride on the next moose.
OZZIE! Good luck to you man! and farewell my friend. There will always be a nice warm seat here for you. Stay strong and nic free buddy!