I don't know much about this or that, but I know my story and I think I had a purpose like your 's does.
you see, I smoked all my life, but in my business, being military/government it has come to be frowned upon. The smell, the breaks, the standing outside in the freeze...Just being weak and not quitting. I tried everything to quit, was frustrated, addicted, tired, and demoralized. At my rank, something had to change.
Several semi-friends had switched to vaping and I watched and asked questions. I had a purpose that a Soldier could grasp onto. An old and rebellious Soldier at that. I didn't care about anything other than getting rid of cigarettes and all the crap that came with them.
One of those friends took me to a shop and got me set. I smoked the rest of that day and decided that the next day would be vaping only. The nic content was 24mg juice whereas the friend said 18mg vape similar to a Marlboro Red. I wasn't going to do this "tenderly".
I got up and took 3-4 draws and sat it down. I figured my body would tell me when it wanted more nicotine. You see, the nicotine is the addiction. I figured that I just had to ensure that it would work.
45 minutes later my tongue started itching..3-4 more draws. I did this for the morning and realized that it worked. If I worked with it.
Flavor sucked because my taste buds were burnt. My sense of smell was very messed up, too. I did not care. I was getting my need and not smoking a cigarette.
I did notice that vaping takes 1-2 minutes to get into the system, okay, I can deal with that. Morning coffee needed more...I took a couple more draws...in the kitchen. Woo-hoo, I can vape in the house! NEKID!
After about 2-3 weeks my smell started to come back. Wow! My closet stank. "Clear a path to the washer!" .
I gotta say, taste took a lot longer. I see it like tasting a piece of Apple pie. At first it was just some sort of Apple that was gummy. Then better Apple and some cinnamon. Then the crust got some clarity. It too several months.
So what! Big freakin' deal, I was not smoking!
Another thing was that I decided was that I could spend the same amount of money that I did on vaping as I did on smoking, so long as I did not smoke. I tried different things with different hardware.
Juice, I tried a lot of fancy, smancy ones, then have up on flavor testing until I could accurately judge a flavor as good or bad. A light peppermint cream worked well enough.
One thing that helped a lot is that I made it a hobby. I eventually found this forum and I read every day, taking notes of abbreviations, accronyms, and the slang and tried to answer those. I just started learning and meeting others and reading their experiences. I read a lot. Still do every day.
Eventually, I got picky and started to diy. Whoa! That is a hobby all in itself. My wife said I should wear a chef's hat and open a store. What she didn't know was that no two people have the same taste buds.
I am pretty much always thinking and experimenting, it is satisfying. Wait, I got a hobby!
I sloooowly lowered my mix content and my doctor very much approves. The tests show it.
Life is good. I had a purpose and I switched...overnight. It is in my signature. You have to WANT to get rid of cigs. You have to put on your war face and not give up. Go in hard and stick to your purpose.
Do you want to get your nic needs a different, and, healthier way? Do you have a war face?