You are not alone. Tried vaping in 2009. E-cigs looked like cigarettes. Was constantly changing batteries and dripping like 90% of the time. I could have a life and smoke, or become reclusive and vape. Went back to smoking. Again in 2011, better batteries, but juice was not strong enough and I couldn't satisfy my cravings no matter how much I vaped. Enter 2013, February, ego batteries and cones that use cartridges and 24 mg/ml cherry flavored juice. Bingo, finally enough power and nic strength to power through the cravings. By chain vaping I could get more nicotine than I needed, and I needed a lot. After about 100 upgrades later, not only do I like vaping better than I ever liked smoking, I cheated once a few months ago, and it tasted terrible. Vaping was way better, flavors are way better, power is now way better. No one is or was more surprised than me that I made it. Even the vape selling guys used to tell me that I used more nicotine than an e-cig could provide to get me through the initial rough parts. Not true anymore....I'm tellin' ya! That's what worked for me, but I did have to get to a better setup and stronger juices to make it. Now I'm constantly looking for the best APV, the best juice (I now make all my own juice), the best delivery device, etc. I love the search, the gear, and the journey as much as I love vaping....and I really love vaping. I don't miss smokes...and I'm still shocked that I made it. As a 3+ PAD smoker, I still can't believe I made it. I tried quitting for years and years and years. Vaping in 2013 finally got me there....and in a somewhat self-centered way believe that if I can make it, anyone can make it. Of course that's silly, we're all different....but I get what you're saying. If you want to quit, and you have to want to, this may be the best way to do it. It's certainly more enjoyable than cold-turkey....and easier than the patch or gum for me. The equipment today and the right mindset is all you need to get there imho. God bless and good luck. Talking to these ECF folks about quitting helped me a lot as well. I've found nothing but support here.