My mom is a mess. She is making me crazier than I already am lol A few weeks ago, she wanted to go home for a "few days" so, I took her. Well, she freaking bought a pack of cigs and been smoking ever since. Think that I told you we are seeing strong signs of dementia. She needs to come back to my house but, I told her the cigs are not coming. She was doing so good too. 75 days with only a few cigs.
Now, I have not forgotten the hold that cigs can have on a person. But, she has alot riding on this. It increases her odds greatly that the cancer metastisizes (sp?) plus, her lung doc just told her last week that she most likely has smoking related dementia ( not AZ, thank goodness) She is not buying cigs when super stressed or chomping at the bit for a cig is what gets me. She just buys them because she wants one.
When we were at her lung doc last week, ( same one that she was
vaping her Ego in his exam room during exam lol) she kept telling him that she was
vaping. I know that she wanted him to say something negative about it but, he said, well, that's good.
I had to take my eldest sister for eye surgery yesterday in a town about 45 minutes away. We were gone for 5 hours and did not get home until late. I went to my moms and it smelled and looked like a bar in there. It's just insane, I tell you.
I know that she is very depressed. She is being tested for dementia in january and I am hoping the neuro will be able to put her on a med that actually helps.
Aren't you glad that you asked?
