Dan:
Welcome. I think you may be getting more oxygen now that you have gone seven days without an analogue. Have you ever had an anxiety disorder or panic attack on the tube or in different places -- is this the first time you have ever felt this way? I think if you look at this, you might just be getting more oxygen, or possibly
vaping a juice too high in mg strength. What is your mg strength and are you
vaping continually?
As for getting the juice on your fingers, just do not fill your cartomizer to the top. Also, this juice is not toxic. You really will be alright. I have spilled it all over the place before, but it has never done any damage. Are you using an atomizer, because I can't stand those anymore because they were too messy for me.
You said that smoking cigarettes made you feel calm? If I smoked a cigarette after all these years, I'd have a nervous collapse. The only thing that calms me down nowadays is electricity...just kidding...