My condolences to you and your family for the loss of your child. I totally agree that there are MUCH more important things than buying
mods. I hope that everything gets better for you in the future. Just try to stay strong and the pain will eventually wither away.
Not sure when the next sale is going to be after this week but I read that some NEW models (probably just new colors that are going to be available) of the mini are coming out in 2-3 weeks. So, if you can hold off for a bit longer than your gonna have a chance to own a mini that was never out before. Which, IMO is a very good thing.