Well I went out and bought and smoked and so my new date is now my birthday.
As an addict to nicotine and apparently still the other additives I have failed once again. Third time may be the charm or at least I am hoping.
While I could blame non smokers for my slip which I implied on another thread I won't although any excuse for an addict will work. I do have other stresses in my life currently like the results of my husbands scans on the 9th to see what his stage 4 lung cancer is doing.
My MIL has been diagosed with a form of cancer as well as my husbands grandmother.
On top of this I have a upcoming trial due to some crappy movers which I hope it is dismissed due to them apparently no longer in business and cant be found.
Or it could be the finances that we have lost due to my husbands diagnosis and loss of income there during an already troubled economy.
I do hope the non smokers who visit this site do read this and can see how hard this addiction is to quit. I have quit many things like drinking and biting my nails as well as other smoking habits I tried at a young age but none compare to quiting analogs. This has to be the hardest for anyone to do and I applaud those that are having success and pray you all continue that path. One day I hope to be among those who can say I have quit smoking and I am a non smoker and mean it.
Sorry for my ramblings but as you are like family I felt it neccessary to let you all know.
God Bless...
As an addict to nicotine and apparently still the other additives I have failed once again. Third time may be the charm or at least I am hoping.
While I could blame non smokers for my slip which I implied on another thread I won't although any excuse for an addict will work. I do have other stresses in my life currently like the results of my husbands scans on the 9th to see what his stage 4 lung cancer is doing.
My MIL has been diagosed with a form of cancer as well as my husbands grandmother.
On top of this I have a upcoming trial due to some crappy movers which I hope it is dismissed due to them apparently no longer in business and cant be found.
Or it could be the finances that we have lost due to my husbands diagnosis and loss of income there during an already troubled economy.
I do hope the non smokers who visit this site do read this and can see how hard this addiction is to quit. I have quit many things like drinking and biting my nails as well as other smoking habits I tried at a young age but none compare to quiting analogs. This has to be the hardest for anyone to do and I applaud those that are having success and pray you all continue that path. One day I hope to be among those who can say I have quit smoking and I am a non smoker and mean it.
Sorry for my ramblings but as you are like family I felt it neccessary to let you all know.
God Bless...