And the next set of impressions from another of the testers:
Previous 2 weeks up to start of test:
I've been vaping an average of 3ml (<,>) 36mg flavored per day with sporadic 48mg unflavored thrown in. Occasionally, only the 48mg for 1 or 2 days will quench the thirst, but usually the 36 does the job. I have (very rarely, though) taken hits from some 75mg in the a.m. to avoid prolonged wake-up vapes. I haven't used snus, cigarettes or any other tobacco products.
I've steadily declined into depression with (1) trouble sleeping, (2) loss of interests, (3) no motivation to do more than breath, (4) anxiety, in particular social phobia, but also a general anxiety, (5) complete loss of appetite, (6) a building feeling of guilt for leaving too many things undone, which is contributing to the general anxiety.
Day 1: Started day at 10:00am with coffee and 30mg/ml WTA vaped in a stock Yeti 510 while watching tv, but not seeing it. Originally, I was going to measure amounts, but decided against it. After reading Vaporer's review I was afraid I might unintentionally use his consumption as a baseline. Besides, I don't feel like it right now. Throat hit seems pretty mild, pretty good vapor, though. Not much taste, but kinda sweet, not bad at all. What's this? Upon exhale I distictly taste ashtray. A few more vapes, yes, smelled enough to know, definitely ashtray. My compliments to the chef. 11:00am coffee's gone, still vaping and not seeing tv. 12:00, same. At 1:00pm the nic itch seems tolerable enough to take a shower, maybe that'll help me come around. At 3:00pm, when heading to work, I'm feeling less anxiety than usual. Continued vaping hard to control the craving for nic throughout my shift and on the way home at 5:00am it's all I can do to not vape some 48 or higher, but the anxiety is still at a manageable level. Bed at 5:30am (made it!).
Day 2: Got up at 10:30am, sat down with coffee and 510 (no expectations today), vaped WTA until 11:30am and realized I'm bored??? Hey, I feel like getting something done around here. After a few more vapes I realized I was feeling more like me instead of a cardboard box with legs. After a shower I was ready for the day, left for work at 2:00pm (my work hours can vary in a given 24 hrs.), and really felt good. I didn't have restless energy, just the me that I know coming out of hiding. Later on, my appetite came back full force...mercy, gotta make up for lost time. I PMed DVap to let him know my progress, that after feeling like WTA might not be enough to fix me during the first day, the second day was a complete turnaround. I was very normal, like I was before drifting to abnormal. Even the itch seemed satisfied. The rest of my shift is more productive than in the past month, back up to normal speed. However, as the night progressed the nic itch reared its ugly head, then started screaming "feed me". On the way home I fed it some 48mg unflavored to satisfy anything that might keep me awake in bed. Hit the hay at 12:30am and fell asleep around 3:30am. So much for that.
Day 3: Got up at 8:30am, normal trainwreck self, but by 9:30 I'm ready to get working on things around the house. This is the norm for my past life as a smoker. The itch for nic is already starting to nag, but I continue to chain the WTA and try not to pay attention to it. 1:00pm, it's time for a cup of joe and hit the shower for work, feeling like the old me for sure. 3:00pm on the road to work I decide, rather than let the nic crave continue to occupy my thoughts, I'm just gonna hit the 48mg at will. Everything else is ok, why suffer through that? The rest of the day went well, got home from work at 5:20am the next morning, straight to bed and fell asleep around 6:30am.
Day 4: Got up at 11:00am, dragged myself and coffee/WTA combo to my recliner and loaded up. Hmmm, WTA's getting low.....in my minds eye I'm already seeing the mental prison walls going up. Oh well, I'll go out in a blaze of glory. You'll never take my WTA alive, officer! The day progresses as normal, off to work at 3:15pm and still enough WTA left for a couple wake-up vapes when I get back home at 5:15am the next morning. Cool.
Day 5: Fell asleep within minutes of hitting the pillow, slept 5 1/2 hours and now it's time to polish this off. Enough left to get through my morning coffee and a coma routine. Off to work at 3:00 with only the usual 36mg. Day goes as well as any other of the previous ones. It's good to be normal again....while it lasts. I'm sure the residual will linger for a couple of days, but in the mean time I've started to explore the dark side.....snus, anyone?